One Year!!!!

Today is one year from my ACI surgery, and that is a pretty big milestone. I also had an appointment with Dr. Trice today so I have updated guidance. Yay! It's not a total removal of restrictions, but it is progress.

He said I can go without my brace unless I am in a situation where I am walking a lot. That's what I was really hoping for, because it is nice to not have to wear it at work. However, he wants me to wait 3 more months before jogging and 6 more before doing any squats at the gym. He just doesn't think the benefit from squats justifies how hard it is on recovering knees. That's tricky though, because squats are exactly what personal trainers recommend to people who want to strengthen their quads. I guess my trainer will just have to find another way.

There were two other things in the conversation that surprised me. First, when I told Holly (Dr. Trice's surgical nurse) that I had been in contact with another patient who found me through this blog, she said that she also had another one or two who told her that he or she was reading my blog. I have readers! That's pretty shocking. Holly said she was glad because there is only so much detail she can provide on what the surgery and recovery feels like. It's still going to be different for each patient, but I have tried to accurately represent what this one patient felt.

Second, Dr. Trice told me that he specifically remembers me from before the surgery because he could see how much pain I was in. He said he just still remembers my face and how it had "Please just make this stop" written all over it. He's said before that I was worse off than a lot of his patients, but I didn't know how firmly my face had stuck in his mind. I mean, doctors see a lot of patients and I don't think of myself as particularly memorable.

So, here's an update on what I am experiencing.

1. I am not in pain, but the knee is weak and I still guard it and protect it. I am also still aware of it most of the time. Let me put it this way: a normal person would sometimes stumble or trip and it's not a big deal. I almost never stumble or trip because I am always paying a great deal of attention to my walking. 
2. Leg extensions (where I am sitting and straighten the leg in front of me) are very difficult. When I do them, the leg shakes and it takes a lot of effort to control it. 
3. Also, I still have trouble with stairs, particularly going down. 
4. In general, the knee pops a lot, but it's not catching or locking. It feels like cracking your knuckles or your back. It actually feels good. 
5. If I get up from sitting for a little while then I limp, but that goes away after walking for a minute or two and especially if I can get the knee to pop. If I am walking for a while, I have almost no limp. 
6. Some of the nerves are still dead on the outside of my knee so that area is still slightly numb (like if you sit on your hand for too long kind of tingly numb).

I think that's it for now. I don't have to see Dr. Trice again for 6 months and I will be getting another MRI at that time. I'll continue to update if anything changes, but recovery is slow at this point. Good luck everyone.

Less than 6 weeks from the One Year Mark

First let me say, that I love when people leave comments and let me know if this journal has been helpful to them. It absolutely makes my day! (I get an email when someone leaves a comment, so it does get noticed right away.) Good luck to those of you stopping by to prepare yourself! It was a life-changing experience, but it's been worth it for me.

One thing you learn pretty early when reading about ACI is that while it may take 2 years to feel "normal," the majority of the healing is done in the first year and restrictions are eased considerably after that. With this information in mind, I have my eye on the fact that my one year anniversary is less than 6 weeks away!

However, I am not quite where I want to be in terms of rebuilding muscle to properly support the knee. So, I have signed up with a personal trainer to see if he can guide me beyond my current plateau. I am very excited to start working with him this weekend. It has been a few months since I stopped seeing Sandy, my physical therapist. I really miss her, both personally and professionally. It was encouraging to have the regular, personalized guidance and to have someone cheering you on. I know a personal trainer can't bring the same level of experience and knowledge on this particular rehab, but his brand of guidance and cheering will be appreciated.

I have a few other notes: first, a reminder that not all aquatics classes are the same. I attempted to join an aquatics class held in 4 ft water which involved a lot of walking around the pool and some bouncing or hopping. I tried to keep the impact minimal, but I still had to leave before the class was over as I kept getting a "tweaking" feeling in my knee. I am glad I didn't stay - the knee was sore for days. Clearly only a class where movement around the pool is swimming-based and not impact-based will do.

Second note: I forgot to ask at the 9 month mark whether I could start to use the elliptical machine, so I followed up outside of my appointment schedule. Dr. Trice approved! Most ACI patients probably would have been allowed to use an elliptical much earlier, but I went over the reasoning for my particular guidance here so I won't repeat myself.

Also, a few weeks ago I relearned how to get up from sitting on the floor with no aid. It's such a small thing, but knowing I can get up makes me less afraid of falling. It's only February, so I expect there will be more ice and snow yet (though it is in the 60's today!?!)

So overall I am definitely progressing well, but I need to build more muscle and start losing some of this weight that I have put on over the last 2 years. I'll check in again in a few weeks after I have worked with the personal trainer for a bit.